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… Or you’ll end up working for someone who did.

Bullet your whole day.

  • Woke up
  • Browsed the Internet on my phone
  • Chatted a bit to Vic (he was sick)
  • Had breakfast (toast with honey cinnamon butter)
  • Did some laundry
  • Had a shower
  • Went out to grocery shopping
  • Came home, put the groceries away
  • Curled my hair
  • Had a late lunch - Vic made this amazing chicken thing
  • Took product photos for a few upcoming blog posts
  • Did my makeup
  • Took face of the day photos in front of a tripod
  • Went with Vic and met a friend down the road
  • Took a bus to Camden
  • Went to Nandos for dinner
  • Walked across the road to Brixton Academy
  • Bought a band t-shirt
  • Watched The Postal Serivice
  • Took the bus home
  • Crashed

Dream hair.

(via Sea of Shoes: ATOMIC RED)

Put your iPod on shuffle and write 10 songs that pop up.

I’m scared. Here goes.

  1. New Kids on the Block - Please Don’t Go Girl
  2. Ellie Goulding - The Writer
  3. Tim Minchin and the Heritage Orchestra - Grew On Me
  4. Samantha James - Angel Love
  5. Adele - My Same
  6. Christina Perri - Daydream
  7. Michael Buble - I’ve Got The World On A String
  8. Michael Bolton - Crazy Love
  9. Keane - Sea Fog
  10. Steven Curtis Chapman - I’ll Take Care Of You

OH FOR THE LOVE OF GOD. My music selection is 10x better than this list even dares to suggest. 

Discuss your first love and your first kiss.

Not that I was ever ‘in love’ with Steve (well, not in a mature healthy way), but he was the first person I dated that I found hard to get over. I had a semi-long term relationship in between when we first dated and when we started seeing each other again wen I moved back to Sydney… We used to go out sometimes and get drunk together for no reason, up until just before I started seeing my current boyfriend.

Basically it didn’t really go anywhere - there was something a bit off but I could never really put my finger on what that was exactly. Maybe we were almost good fit but not quite. Maybe he was a bi of a douche with a lot of issues. Maybe I was. Also, my mum and some of my friends didn’t really like him even though we moved in the same circles for a while. I dunno… I think about him sometimes but he’s not a facebook kinda person and it would feel weird messaging him again to say hi, so I’ve kinda left it.

My first kiss was a girl I knew at school, after the formal while some of us were hanging out at her house. It was absolutely terrible and spontaneous and we were probably drunk but I’d waited for so long I wanted it to be memorable and a girl first kiss is a pretty good story. Wouldn’t do it again though. Girls are terrible kissers in my experience. Except me of course. I’m really good. Hahahahahaha.

How you hope your future will be like.

Um, who wrote these questions?! Oh well, I’m committed now.

I’d settle for happy. I’m not really one to dream too seriously about this sort of thing.

Wanna make God laugh? Tell him your plans.

Amazing show #thepostalservice #brixtonacademy #Hipstamatic #Tejas #Pistil #PopRox

Tonight. #ThePostalService #BrixtonAcademy #Hipstamatic #Libatique73 #Pistil

Even when things end badly, there are radiant moments or experiences with failed loves that are permanently written into one’s history. Strawberries. Whenever they came into full season in spring, she remembered the day he brought her the strawberries. They were meeting at two and then driving out into the country. She’d had a harried morning in town. Her head was full of irrelevant stuff and tizzy when his car pulled to the curb in front of her. Reaching forward, she opened the door without thinking. She just wanted to be sitting still for the first time in hours, moving towards the country and silence, away from this. She needed a few seconds to grasp what was on the passenger’s seat. Beige and bright bursting red, it was a rectangular wooden box filled with three pounds of the fattest, ripest strawberries she had ever seen. They were so big, so red and sensuous, particularly against the mocha brown of the wood, that she was mesmerized. It took moments to return to the world around her. Only then did she look at him. He was grinning, thrilled that his surprise had been such a hit with her. “I saw them at a roadside stand and couldn’t resist. We’ll eat them on the way out to the country.” And they did.

Things turned ugly between them later, very ugly. But like some kind of lovely curse, after that day she could not see strawberries without thinking of him.

The fact that I’m silent doesn’t mean I have nothing to say.

A moment you felt the most satisfied with your life.

Maybe the most recent was in Oslo. We’d taken a ferry out to a peninsula for dinner and while I was waiting for the food to arrive I had a moment of clarity where despite my hurt foot, despite the craploads of money we were spending, despite my concerns about my career, despite the unknowns in our future… I felt really contented with our lives. And I felt lucky to be living it.

I guess the best part is that these moments aren’t rare for me now. I’m in a good place.

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How To Clean Your Brushes & Keep Their Shape On The Cheap.

I’ve been promising myself I was going to compile this post for a long time, and now… ta-dah! My method and subsequent directions are available in the captions when you click on the images above.

After the jump are some extra notes and bits that wouldn’t fit in ;)

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Your zodiac sign and if you think it fits your personality.

Ok peeps here we go - copied from here, and comments in italics are mine. 

Traits of a Scorpio

  • Intense - sure
  • Strong-willed - only when it’s important
  • Determined - probably not
  • Secretive - i cannot keep a secret to save my life but i like hearing them. oh, you mean my secrets? only when they’re important.
  • Meticulous - not really
  • Investigative - curious. nosey. annoyingly so.
  • Curious - oh, yeah.
  • Deep thinker - hahaha. i’d like to think so.
  • Vindictive - yes
  • Jealous - not in relationships. elsewhere, yes.
  • Sullen - BAHAHA. yes.
  • Bitter - only today
  • Sarcastic - no, really?
  • Bad tempered - not all the time, but i have been known to erupt in fits of rage. just don’t get on my bad side. i can hold a grudge.

Likes…

  • Debates - shit-stirring. yeah.
  • Intellectual conversation - as long as you’re not being patronising towards me.
  • The occult - wtf no
  • Research - sometimes
  • Being the boss - HELL NO. i don’t like responsibility
  • Making others angry - again, see ‘shit stirring’. i’m generally a people pleaser though
  • Secrets - come a bit closer, tell me yours…

Dislikes…

  • Being analysed - maybe that’s true. but i self-analyse.
  • Personal questions - no
  • know-it-all - i am a know it all. but if you are… we might have a problem.
  • strangers - this is so true. i hate strangers.
  • show-offs - BAHAHAHA

Ok so my theory is that you can read another person’s horoscope and there will be bits that apply. But that list was weirdly accurate about some parts.

Kristen Wiig. A perfect candidate for @hairromance Big Hair Fridays methinks #hair #kristenwiig